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  1. addy

    Grace

    at age 13ish i was SAVED and grace filled my heart with peace, joy, and love. it was the greatest feeling ever like a first and strongest love one could have Jesus was my first love. i was totally in love with God. the old testament 3 simple words God is LOVE. this was a major emotional experience for me. at age 15ish i was narco hypnotized and motivated away from my bible and practice at about age 35ish i got my bible back finally so 20 years in the desert of sorts at about age 53 i began to wonder what went on in my life also i was going through a spiritual awakening again where i was pitted against a demon it seemed and from that i began to understand that i was deprogramed as a kid and that had perhaps much to do with my dumping my bible and practice i have only been on this case for about 10 years now and only in the last year have i seen evidence of it being related to the government. this whole thing is a challenge and some will insist its some how my fault or that it didn't happen
  2. 13th 14th 15th year Sunday, September 27, 2015 3:04 PM These for absolute certain were the best years of my life. The Jesus People Years I Met Jesus and was Baptized in the Holy Spirit at a Jesus People Concert I was young teen perhaps 13 years old at the time. I saw a Poster for a Concert somewhere sponsored by The Jesus People. So I went let's say Friday Night or was it the Sabbath day. I went in and listened to Jesus Rock and Roll. Was a high stage about 3 feet tall on stage. In a smaller conference hall I stood about 5ft away from the stage listening to the Gospel in music. It was just awesome I was happy at that point in life just to hear such grand music. Maybe half an hour went by as the music played then Linda Meisner came on stage and spoke. I was mesmerized by your speech Linda well your ministering was much more like it. It was the TRUTH and nothing less. You spoke of a new way of getting back to the roots of Christianity A new meaning of the bible not stale like was found in many churches. I was so into all you were saying amazed at the talk of Jesus. Then you welcomed all of us with your gracious spirit to have Jesus come into our life. To welcome him with The Holy Spirit and with fire. To be baptized with the Holy Spirit. To say this prayer with you and I did down to the bone of my heart I did accept Jesus as personal savior and let him come into my heart. Then also to be baptized of the Holy Spirit. I was suddenly filled with joy perfect love and harmony. They were with me. Both and all. I went for about 2 and a half years with waking up to this every morning and living it. The most joy one could think of having filled with peace. I read my Bible every day and continued to meditation as I had for a few years prior. I was perhaps 11 or 12 when I started meditating. I had the Truth and sold the Truth. The Truth was the Jesus People newspaper in which one would find articles such as the one referring to Ezekiel being the book of UFO's. I read it but mostly I remember that article. I would stand after school or during play days and offer up that Jesus Loves You and hand out the paper. In money all I ever got was change but at times lots of change it would fill my pocket. I remember at the Jesus People coffee shop I would turn in my change and the Clerk would say that I was perhaps the one with the most change. I handed out 100s of papers over the next year and half. I met up with 2 very good Christians Darrel and Gordon we 3 was best buddies. We hung out together and Gordon went with me to the Jesus People coffee shop on Friday nights. Up past the time shortly that the Jesus People disbanded and the Children of God took over. This was Immediately after I saw Jesus there telling us he is Jesus Christ and to follow him. I was so in awe of the man came within less than 5 ft. of him and less than an inch of going with him and actually following him. But Linda pierced his side with thorns of bible scripter that all eyes shall see him coming from the clouds. Was Linda thinking more spiritual than practical at the time? We all have our flaws but this was Linda's biggest mistake. So he left stage right to the outside, there was a door between me and the stage and I had never been back stage I was about 30ft from the door to back stage. I had my eye on it and was saying YES GO and something held me back the thought that that was a private area. I leaned towards the door so far away. And did not go. I went home fell asleep woke up opened my Bible and there was the words." he who deny Christ shall be Damned to the Earth". I swear I read that yet have yet to find it in the Bible in later years. So if Christ was here and he invited you too if your reading this perhaps the same applies. Then I had a great Tragedy besides this one. Yes I have my own great tragedy. Where the Spirit of the Lord left me. Or I felt this way I told Gordon he said no you left God. Either way something happened I put down my Bible and walked away In the dessert for nearly 20 years. Without my Bible just remembering it all. It was just like Hell on Earth some years. Very bad down time for me no joy at all. Sex Drugs and Rock and Roll was my lifestyle. Most Hippies came from this lifestyle I was just introduced to it after my Jesus People Years. Thought I had Long been into Rock and Roll for many years maybe as early as 11 years old I loved Rock and Roll. At age 35 about I got my Bible back and was very slow reading it. I read Revelation mostly. And some of Exodus. Took me years it seemed to read those books. Then at 45 more and more reading. What was it 4 more or less that I really been reading my Bible and praying Meditation again. I asked Jesus in a prayer that someone in the family would win the lotto and take care of mom. Well to many that just happened to my whole family we stuck oil. I write the Book of Nonsense many days then not very many days I go without weeks at a time writing or not writing. Maybe it's to see if I remember any of it or just the best parts. I do remember the best parts It was as a Unitarian that I was introduced to writing your own Theology. What an idea what a plan. So this is what I am working on. At first it was a lot of Heck to write about the pagan side of me. Came out. Angel or Devil I had to ask every time over and over back and forth between good and evil. It's been a slow effort to recognize the true Angels and still the Apostate comes in the picture at times. But this is getting very or more clear. I will come to many sceptics and naysayers perhaps with my Philosophy Theology or Real Bible understanding as would perhaps a martyr could at times. Jesus said blessed are they that are persecuted for righteousness sake for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. Mathew 5:10 I was persecuted for Jesus.
  3. JESUS IS WAS and WILL BE always amazing.. i just love Jesus that he is watching over me he is there at times to this day or all times even now. the love of Jesus and the Holy Spirit the Holy Spirit is there always
  4. addy

    Jesus Saves

    Meeting Jesus Saturday, August 25, 2018 11:30 AM It was as if he was alive and real. I was 13ish years old and Fell totally in LOVE with GOD The Holy spirit came dwelling in me and the love of God Flowed through me for about 2 or so years. Every day all day and night I fell sleep with the feeling of great love peace and joy and woke up to it in the morning It was I was SAVED! This happiness was pure joy and love I smiled I looked favorably on all others. I was happy I did love people differently back then. Everyone was equal and loved I still understand this love as a intellectual thing now a days. Also I feel it at times though rare I do love still today just in a different way. Is it more respect. How ever one morning after my drugged/hypnotized the LOVE was Gone And I became BOOK LOST. Yet I heard a voice that day that I put my bible down I will never leave you. This was a first for me. A voice half there A spirit if you will Amazing
  5. or not it was a time and place gone now... or for those of you whom copied IT i love you most the old book of nonsense was just that in part one could make sense of the nonsense perhaps yet was silly in parts major free ideas no holds barred
  6. Slave of the dream Saturday, January 19, 2019 3:12 PM Slave of the dream Master/slave Religious persicution Nothing new The Christ remains Yet the book lost The practice gone Wandering life without With and without With you with out your knowledge Undone threats remain in locked in ward mind Wild fight or flight feelings of anxiety remain The battle half over half won half yet lost Life in general a turn around about faced Again slowly turning back again Wanting to live in peace And not be the subject of a science experiment Would compensation for enslavement of past be so wrong? I want my religious freedom NOW and THEN also OH MASTER FREE me from your hold The USA deprogramed leftist Christian in the 70s
  7. perhaps at times the man is the human part of the holy spirit they are sided left Eagle Ox then right Lion and man a very specific man not Jesus yet the holy spirit very interesting. this would make 4 figures in the holy spirit alone then the 2 Jesus and God the father making total of 6 on the sixth day God created man mark of the beast 6-40-6 what else can we conclude if any were the eagle the most to the left and the furthest from humanity the OX on the left has similar appearance as the Lion does leaving the man farthest right eagle and ox related ox and lion related lion and man related
  8. addy

    Gray Ven image

    its a difficult call at times to wonder if grays and what they are its hard to say they are related to the Holy Spirit but that might very well be the case might be a division also there
  9. the book was about 5 years of nonsense writing what ever came to mind or about half of that there of. it was interesting very reveling i had fun with it i have most of it in my notes on computer i might put a few of those on here
  10. addy

    Keneh Bosem

    "Around 1980, etymologists at Hebrew University in Jerusalem confirmed that cannabis is mentioned in the Bible by name, Kineboisin (also spelled Kannabosm) in a list of measured ingredients for 'an oil of holy ointment, an ointment compound after the art of apothecary' to be smeared on the head. The word was mistranslated in King James version as 'calamus' " (Latimer, 1988)
  11. i not sure if i should continue the book of nonsense it was complete perhaps its over on to the next book
  12. Meeting Jesus Saturday, August 25, 2018 11:30 AM It was as if he was alive and real. I was 13ish years old and Fell totally in LOVE with GOD The Holy spirit came dwelling in me and the love of God Flowed through me for about 2 or so years. Every day all day and night I fell sleep with the feeling of great love peace and joy and woke up to it in the morning It was I was SAVED! This happiness was pure joy and love I smiled I looked favorably on all others. I was happy I did love people differently back then. Everyone was equal and loved I still understand this love as a intellectual thing now a days. Also I feel it at times though rare I do love still today just in a different way. Is it more respect. How ever one morning after my deprograming the LOVE was Gone And I became BOOK LOST. Yet I heard a voice that day that I put my bible down "I will never leave you." This was a first for me. A voice half there A spirit if you will Amazing
  13. addy

    Gray Ven image

    actually the grays might be related to the Ox or Lion see Ezeikel
  14. other possibilties for the MAN JESUS MOSES YESHUA Holy Ghost Holy Spirit Adam or Eve
  15. Jesus the man Tuesday, July 17, 2018 12:44 PM I was skeptical of the angel of Jesus that I might have found in the bible in luke 2:21 How ever the MAN in Ezekiel of the man ox lion eagle. Is the Jesus was named OF a angel in Luke And this MAN is perhaps that angel of Jesus I sought after The familiar spirit was not him Is there a stairway to heaven so to speak? With the EAGLE at the bottom The OX following close behind on the left Then comes the rightwing Lion finally THE MAN which is the holy spirit Then Jesus of nazereth comes next With finally God the Father
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