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Saturday, April 28, 2018

2:06 PM

The Pentothal Of Persicution

It was torture a mental rape

Being raped mentally

Told what to do

Inquired of.

Told to not read my bible

Not practice

I could believe as I did yet no bible reading

In fact no reading at all it would seem

I lost my book study that I was so into as a kid

I was a student for sure

BOOK lost.

Horrid experience

Placed in a coma like state and brainwashed

I was a sweet innocent 15yo

If it didn’t change my life I wouldn’t speak out on it so much

A human rights infraction perhaps

So sad we as a country stand up for human rights around the world

We should stand up for human rights

I agree

Humans need not be cattle

Let those odd balls whom stand out alone good men

I stood out as a kid was the odd man out

Even with my studies I was unusual

Whom do I blame?

That’s personal but you can ask

You know we must ask ourselves the conditions of blame why we need to blame or have fault

Why must one be at fault for simple matters of disagreements

We must seek to place blame less often

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The reasons

Monday, May 7, 2018

10:26 AM

Is the reasoning behind Deprograming or this religious persicution

Just a concession with Russia and china due to the issue of religion is important in the world structure

The Russians being mainly atheists and the Chinese loving their Buddha

Whom would we blame more for such things

Is it a concession for world peace in a atomic age

I am beginning to wonder and thinks so

It rather makes sense to me that deprograming is a communist idea

It was taken from german nazi science yet also used in Russia as far as we know

With the workings of freud the germans had a grasp on the inner mind

Pentathol has its origins in Russia

In the atomic age are we closer to former enemys?

It would seem so.

We trade with them

On a world market

What type of concessions do we make with them

In order to keep the peace

This could be a real issue

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would it be one way we could consider that a pacifist could serve his country?

Pascifist way of serviing his country by being experimented on unwittingly.

to find out the borders of what can be done



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Service VS Religious persicution

Monday, May 14, 2018

9:20 AM

I feel like being brainwashed into putting down my bible is basic religious persicution

My brainwashing is also ones service to our country

These are two different directions

Each at a polar end

My true service to my country would be that no one is denied their religious freedoms

That would also mean the legalizing of Kenah bosum for religious purpose

Saying that perhaps we already have a freedom of religion to hold on to.

Remember the constitution says freedom OF religion not freedom FROM religion

Also I do object to the methods also

While it would be a most favorable war effort to brainwash enemy children.

I would question that methods such as that be more towards highly unethical

I would know that innocence suffers in war

It just does

I would hope we keep this to a minimum

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moving past this isn't so easy considering the amount it has affected my life

yet i do think it of service and need to just consider that i find great comfort in thinking it was just service.


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please consider saving the children and protecting the innocent.

what is the age of innocence any more?

where does culture and arts such as movies and games make us all less innocence

yet still save the children of service at any rate is more what i mean

and yes protecting the innocent is of most importance

its our duty as humans really to consider this


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ok what i read a few years back seems untrue now


Pentathol was invented by abbott labs in the UK in the 30s i gather

this is not to say russia doesnt have something simular




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I see you do cases involving the pharmaceuticals

At age 15 I was administered Sodium Pentithol

In what I call the pentithol of persicution or POP for short

What POP did to me was drive me rather mad

In essence I am bi polar manic or PTSD or both

I am sure about the pentithol and have my own understandings of what went on during my deprograming from my religion at the time which was Left leaning Christianity or Jesus people

It worked I put down my bible and continued on without it or any practice further.

I been calling this POP for a few years and have written a bit about it online

Just a few months ago I came across MK ULTRA information

I have reason to believe it might be associated with my case

How ever I have read the senate report on mk ultra and it seems to say that

Local police also had the where about to use such drugs also

I was just a innocent 15yo kid I didn’t smoke drink have sex or do any drugs of any type.

I was clean artist type with major science leanings I would study science at home in spare time

And read my bible fully every day also. I was into painting film at the time also as a art form.

I am not sure why me why did I suffer thru this event in my life? I am not sure.

Nore can I say without doubt whom was up to the deprograming. It could been anyone.

Yet MK ULTRA has answers for me in all the web searchings' I find comfort in reading that material. Anyways I have heard there is a mass tort suit somewhere on the subject and I surely wouldn’t be objecting to be a part of that. I do have feelings of civil nature being of service to my country in many ways also with that keep that in mind. Yet I feel some compensation for medical bills would be in order my counselors cost me a small fortune.

Also the operation was so covert done under the idea it was a foot surgery.

When in fact nothing was done to my foot

This happened in 1971


Donald Meek

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Friday, July 27, 2018

9:56 AM


Deprogramed what is it?

Threatened perhaps with death if I ever became a Christian again.

Told many anti Christian ideals

Insist I put down my bible and not read it

This is the best I can do to understand the whole problem

And yes it’s a problem

Have someone talk to your unconscious

Then find arguments all your life over it

And I mean all your life having arguments with your sleeping state

Your dream state

Its rather crazy to think of and yes crazy to live

Bi polar manic or Ptsd?


Should be a whole new condition

Deprograming is basic sorcery

Yes the ancient secrets of wizardry

And alchemy

Brainwashing goes way back through the ages

Yet its refined with new pentithol drugs

It happens

Left Wing Christianity meet Sorcery wizardry

The pagan nature of man kind perhaps

Jesus people meet the antichrist

Welcome to the world of persicution

And then whom to blame?

Blame foreign powers for having such technics

I personally cant help but place blame on the extremity to the right

And I mean the extremity I find rather immoral in nature of human rights and human sufferings

German engineering perhaps on the Nazi side I might blame we can appreciated German engineered items yet people? We might wonder if Nazi culture has invaded or something

Yet really think Nazi culture? Didn’t we fight a war over this?

do I blame too much?

Is it just being of servitude?

Anyways I was missing my Bible and basically all books for 30ish years

I was like in the desert but I did nice art for a time

Book lost I was that was the main goal even though other ideas come around

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